morbid pleasure

A disease that spreads and lingers. A filthy, sick mind that spreads the affliction wherever it goes. Open, available ears. Words from a contaminated mouth land on healthy ears, spreading the disease. Madness hidden beneath an unusual taste. Desperation born of doubt, squeezed to the most carnal act; absolute filth. Attacks of euphoria unleash the desire to be free, or rather, to internally judge one's limits, allowing access to them. Humiliating oneself and permitting constant degradation, both on one's part and on the part of equals, or those who pretend to be. Or those who have the power to keep that point active, incessantly, ceding absolute control to it. The common doubt: the belief of deserving or the sincere fact of need; Simply different tastes, even if they are destructive.