Monster

My heart is like a dying star it died years ago but I lie I don't know how long it will be till you see that it is gone from the sky But luckily there are millions of stars wish on one of those for me they'll never break your heart their painless soul will let you be free I wonder how people are so blind how they didn't see my light fading I used to be a joyful girl but now I am just waiting waiting for the day to end I'm so tired of existing I always mess that up, too now I just watch the clock ticking waiting for the day you see what I have become the monster ate the little girl and poisoned me with its venom I am sorry to that little girl and I am sorry to you I never wanted this to happen to you I swear it's true Trust me sweet child never let that little girl go she will save you from yourself that you should know my little girl ran away away from the fear I need her now but she is nowhere near that little girl saved herself and left me here to rot maybe she saw the real me left me without a thought that little girl left into the night what sort of monster must she be to abandon someone like that but the girl never left she is the broken monster inside of me