Moment

sometimes you just need your mom when I thought I needed my mom I used to think of her I would cry because I knew In my heart I needed a mom but she was not a good one she barley was one at all now when I think of my mom she rarely pops into my head and when she does the thought is only shadowed by anger making me want my mom more but not her she's not my mom now I mostly call her by her first name sometimes you just need your mom I got a second chance to have a real one and I got a real one and I call her mom not "c" like I do to "j" because that's not who she is she is my mom and the only one I have