mom... why?

I thought it would be easy I had dreams, ambitions, happiness I had friends to spend time with And a family to keep safe But I was just young, naive.. when it happened, I don't know But I lost everything even my family broke apart I had to wonder what was the reason why why they gave birth to me if all they did was torture me what was the purpose of my existence if my family hated me everyone around would eat off me and I would end up alone in my room just a shell with no soul in it a shadow of my former life what was reason mom, I did not ask to be born, so why do you hate me, what did I ever do to deserve all of this pain and hate. I JUST WANT TO BE OKEY.... WHY CAN'T YOU EVER SEE THAT I AM HUMEN TOO PLEASE JUST STOP THIS AND REALIZE THAT