¿Mom?

Hello mom! You who claim to love me so much and say you console me so much, a beautiful lie since it was you who decided to abandon me, upon finding out that in an attempt to relieve me, I had decided to cut myself... A cut full of sadness, that cut that will never be erased from my skin, And yes! I know that your intention was to calm me down and not yell at me, yes, I know that it was stupid to cut myself or think about killing myself. I know how stupid I was but you don't have to repeat it to me, I know you think I deserve to live But I also know that you say it to avoid suffering, you think I'm stupid or just a big burden, I know you try to love me, I know you try to heal me, I know you try to comfort me, But you don't understand the anger I carry, you don't understand the big burden those white scars on me can be... Anyway, mom, this is just another stupidity of your daughter to try to vent, this is my last cry of love for you, the very special love that I thought I felt is fading away just like me with my hands shaking and my arms bleeding.... "sorry if there is something wrong, I translated it because I don't know English and I wanted more people to read it, I think it's a beautiful message..."