Misunderstandings

A broken heart, millions of words unsaid and lost tones. I'll miss you forever, although I won't show. You were the person I didn't want to lose but guess what, I had to let you go. I was the obstacle between you and your beloved whole. I'm freaking broken and all I want to do is go and freaking.. get lost deep in the woods alone with my soul. I miss you so much it breaks even my soul. I didn't lose a friend, I lost my whole world and the person I needed, to grow. Not only you, but many more. Everyone leaves and perhaps it is my mistake that I exist and expect to live. Everyone's slowly growing distant and the only reason known is, misunderstandings. Misunderstandings are my enemy and the sole factor for myself getting torn. I hate that I cannot explain myself while all I want to do is freaking get you back, along with all I could show.