Mistakes we have to fix

I know I did some things that affected all of you I ran,ran away from home a stupid pendejo a silly little boy who hurt me cut me so deeply he did the most I was so lost and afraid I didn't know how to tell any of you I wanted all of you to be proud I left all of you so suddenly I was so hurt because of him I went back I was deeply in love confused and lost I know I left, I'm gonna fix it now I have to shine it's my time, I have to switch this shit up it's my time to be happy do shit for me I'm never leaving home again not for my stupid ass ex but surely for my friends they never left when I felt lonely it's my time to fix it with everybody but I really have to fix it for me focus on what's best for me