mistakes

I made a big mistake, I fucked up so many times now it's like there is so much you could take. Now I see the pain in your eyes, no way to hide or disguise I know I hurt you bad, now I'm feeling sad But I never imagined that you would retaliate like that you went straight for the heart skipped the knife in the back. You took it to another level, now I'm staring at the devil What was once love is now turned to hate I can't even escape, no matter how much I try I should have known better, now it's too late Cause the pen is mightier than the sword and you wrote my fate Can't believe you went ahead and did it, you really quit it The words on that paper left me feeling degraded My reputation tarnished and my name hated But this is what happens when you mess with someone's heart Now I'm paying the price for tearing our love apart Now I'm lying here, breathing my last breath Thinking about the love I let go to waste Wishing that I could change the past and erase my dirty deeds. But it's my own fault, my own mistake Cause I hurt you so bad, and now murder you wrote,