Mistake,I am

Into existence I was brought But You , a participant of my creation Have denied my existence. "a child? No,I have no other child " Your eyes tell me Into existence I was brought But my existence was What They called "A MISTAKE" You stare at me like a spectator "A shield" I whisper "Mistakes like you don't deserve a shield nor Protection" Surprising how I'm not amazed by this Why would you care ? Afterall You did nothing when I had cried in your arms Instead you told me how you were Struggling to sleep Insomnia You allegedly had but what about the hole my heart had What about how I stared enviously smiling at how you adored Your other Creation but Me You must have Hated and Regretted that You had created me I was nothing but the mistake You had regretted Creating "Your blood is the same as his" They say Your blood, Funny How they accept me But you dear father Denied me Love for 17 years. 17 years later You believe that you can Accept this mistake you Had created For I have value now Right? That's why you thought Telling me "My home is a safe haven for all my kids" Kids, funny I'm 18 now and no child of yours I am what they call an Orphan Who was created by Mistake