missing you

Sometimes at midnight I look up at my ceiling missing our friendship wondering if you miss it too. We thought it was true. I mean yeah I guess we're still friends just not like how we were before I guess we got caught up and couldn't explore. Every now and then I'll get a message saying " hey haven't talked " yeah I know honestly thought i was blocked. Kinda Crazy how we went from talking every day to thinking I was blocked. Do you miss our friendship at all? Or is it a ship that's sailed . I guess we failed. Honestly what happened? Do you miss how we were? It's kinda a blur . I mean before I closed my eyes and went to sleep we were inseparable when I woke up it was gone everything. Is it still there? Anything? I miss how we laughed all night then fell asleep. Here comes light we did it all over . I remember telling you you're my clover. My luck. I remember you telling me your favorite truck. I miss it all