Missing person

I am looking for a missing person. She has been gone for many years. You will notice her by her big heart. She doesn't speak a lot. But you will hear her. She speaks with her words and emotions. You may think she doesn't exist. But she is honest, just like you and me. She is the one with a broken heart because her past hunts her. The last time I saw her, she was charging her thought and mind. Now she was nowhere to be found. I must look deep down to find her because she wasn't there. She is hiding behind her pain. One day she was here, and another day, she was gone. Because life took her on a roller coaster, she fights to stay happy. Her past took her to a dark place. They are more cloudy days than sunny days. But she pushes through the clouds. So her path can be straightforward. If you find her, tell her I am looking for her. I have the straight to keep moving forward in life. She is my straight. I have to put myself first before I can let her back into my life. She is straight, which keeps me going. Now I am weak because she is not her. They say we are like. But that is a lie. She is my inner me. We come together as one. But when she gets hurt mentally, she goes back to her shield. So she can heal from her wo