missing people

I miss him, more than i could ever imagine. I never thought that this could happen. Why are things so complicated, I feel like i was duplicated, because when i saw him my head would spin, damn, I feel like he's my twin. His fancy hair, his pretty smile, I could recognise him within a mile. He makes me feel like im in heaven, out of ten, he is eleven. I miss him, more than i thought I'd do, because now he can't open his arms for me to fall into. I miss him, Damn, I'm going crazy, Maybe I'm just being lazy, so I'll hug my pillow before going to sleep, because this poem is getting deep. I miss him, please God don't you blame me, He has no time as of lately. Does he miss me too, i ask? It feels like drowning in a flask, of tears that I'll cry this night, trying not to lose this fight. I miss him, so terribly much, I miss his laugh, I miss his touch. Please come to me once you're back, to fill the happiness i lack.