missing old life

I wish I could go back to a life that does not make me cry the life when I was little when I was not stressing all the time a life when I was not in school and I got to play with toys the life when I could draw rainbows with out it being gay a life where I didn't have to change schools and not miss my friends the life I lived with both my parents the life my siblings didn't move I wish u could go back the life that didn't seem that great but it really was if there was a time machine that's where I'd go back where there was no worry not even a little bit not even at all.