missing mum

Oh my baby, i wish i could hold you in arms  But i can see grief broke my arms  I cant even hold myself so tight to heal I stand speechless while you are crying for me  I just lost my appetite for life and joy And when i look in to your eyes sometimes i feel a bit of it But not enough to move my dead heart Wish we can be together  But all i do, is just avoid you Because it's too painful to see you grow  Away from my arms  Im so sorry that it turned to be me who brought you to life and i just left ..  Many arms hold you, still you miss mine I understand, i just do, coz i miss yours too