Missing

I wish I could hate you So that it would be easier to forget you. My heart longs for you Yet you are out of my reach My mind is consumed by thoughts of you. Ringing in my ear is the sound of your voice. Every day and every night Im longing for you to be at my side. My body and soul longs for your touch that it used to know all so well After all I loved you a bit too much Even though u didnt , as far as I could tell. My heart aches for you Even though you're not mine But still somewhere in the hue There is a picture of you The heart wants what it wants Unfortunately that wont do For I know the complete truth: You no longer feel what I feel for you Pictures and memories are burned into my brain My brain is a movie that's stuck Stuck on the idea of us and what we could've been. If only I could have foreseen... I miss us so deeply I miss the texts you used to send I miss u completley Unfortunately it all had to end. I remember the good days And even the bad ones I would never trade what we had. I'll remember you untill I'm grey You were and always will be my first love. Which makes goodbye that much harder to say.