missing

I acknowledge it I acknowledge that I miss him but I won't turn back to a time when I allowed verbal abuse to be normal emotional abuse to be frequent don't get me wrong, it's not like I didn't vouch for myself I just didn't say no, I won't do this at all I gave some space for it I miss sitting at the computer, playing games side by side I miss laying in bed, snuggled up so tight and warm, the only thing you wanted to do was nap in each other's arms I miss the walks we would go on together the daily switch up of chores and projects. I miss the pets we had together they were mine and his now just his. I miss his hugs and kisses I miss being passenger princess I miss the weird and cute things we had together even if cute was only limited to us I miss snuggling up behind him running my fingers through his hair but there are things I don't miss too his attitude when things weren't going his way or when people weren't thinking the same thing as him his road rage his racist comments his toxic masculinity his need to be right all the time his uncaring for me; more care for the situation I'm in his want or need to have someone always doting on him I couldn't do it all it was mostly good. but I gave away all I had.