Missing

Am I lost In what I refuse to believe I don't know How you perceive me In your eyes Am I broken Missing life in my eyes Or do you trust my lies Think I sparkle in sunlight Instead of crying in dim moonlight I want you to know But I'm afraid of what you'll love I want to be missing Or gone Wouldn't it be so simple To leave it all behind But the guilt would mingle in my blood So I refrain And I cling to your hope I don't want to kill your soul But can I have you Can I belong To you