Miss you too much..

How could you just up and leave like this? My world is spinning with no respite How can your absence leave me so remiss When I gave my all to make it right Well damn, you should've stayed here and not flee Now your gone and left my heart in strife It's so hard, it feels like misery Fuck you then, for starting this life When will I find solace amidst the woe? For years I wept, since you decided to go And I still rue the day you escorted me so Off this path, to a place so low Now it's just thoughts of what could've been Pain and suffering is all I contain Feels like I'm living in a deadly dream Crying in silence, for you to remain