MISERABLE LIFE

Am I alive? Am I dead? I'm alive just in body's face Because inside me, I feel That I'm not any more in this place I lost my spirit and soul, I lost the hope of new Future, Lost the old sceams and laughter, I lost the new spark and what i find, I'm always lost and Blind, Am I failing Life or Life Failing me? Yet Heart-aches Accompany me like a womb, Helplessness arouse through my lungs, Yet My life lost the big why. The why I was here The why I fought for The why I would breathe The why I went out from that door Am I alive? Am I dead? Did I lose the control of my head? Or am I just here waiting for someone to take Take me away from this miserable life... For me there is nothing more, until the puzzle I am building is restored... finished in a way that brings peace.