mirror in words

how could it be to love somebody so much that every word out their mouth can make or break you in an instance I remember one apart God knows how long ago I used to believe I was at least cute pretty whatever you want to call it and now sitting here though and I can't even look in the mirror before I believe every single word he said there repeats over and over in my wandering head it was crazy works hurt worse than physical abuse because at least with a physical the bruises go away this way it just keeps on constant replay and he wonders why and how I am today and I can't seem to erase the worst that echo over my head not even wanted to repeat them out loud the fear that they're so true makes you feel a little bit about me about you I found more truth in those words that I do in his life and how he loves me because I'm beautiful in his eyes there was a time I believe that beyond a doubt that he was the one that made me shine inside out now my world start I don't dare look at a bear anymore if I don't even like what I see all I see is his word bald that ugly lumpy loose not good enough never good enough hog worthless w**** thief attic ugly pie face b**** b**** b****