Mirror

Look in the mirror What do you see I see a Lonely fat and ugly girl staring back at me Plastic wrap until I can't breath I do not want to eat Stare at brownies on the kitchen table Wonder where your life has gone Wonder where it all went wrong Consume all that consumes you Eat away all the bad thoughts Its okay It will all go away at the end of the day 1:03 in the morning 10:38 at night God I wish there was a way That I could be light Your body needs food to survive But I survive  On a platform of lies Overeat or undereat There is no in between Eat little and exercise Eat too much And who knows You won't feel how your anxiety grows They hate you when you're fat They hate you when you're ugly They hate you if you don't have the perfect body Slim waist, curvy body I cry  I cry because I know it's near impossible for me Wrap my waist in plastic wrap Hoping it will make me look slimmer Cause even not eating won't make me thinner Stuff my bra with tissue and socks Maybe now they will like me The person I love most Doesn't love me I will do anything to myself To make them think I'm pretty To make them want me But why Why do I chase after someone who hates me But as I say it I realize it is way too late To be saved