Mine

Why can't my body just be proportionate, I look in the mirror and I'm fucking bored of it; I can't have too big of a neck, stomach, or thighs, or else I'll look gross in her pretty eyes, oh her eyes. I love her eyes, and the hope that they'll one day meet mine is the only thing keeping me alive. and darling when you meet my gaze, will you look away? oh I hope you stay and say that you'll be mine; will you be mine? or will you be lying, please just take the time to consider, I'll be yours, forever I'm yours; just please make sure when you peer into my eyes you won't take their hand over mine.