mind of apocalypse

They say your mind cant be imprisoned But im imprisoned in my own mind Never a thought of happiness Family nor love Forever trapped in my thoughts Like a ball clenched in a glove No escape no running No life no money Not even death can erase What we've seen and heard I walk around the world like a 52 Hertz whale While most in this life sore Like a great winged bird A mind is dangerous A mind is unlimited And when trapped With thoughts of hell You see the apocalypse is here And realize we are all Just living in our own hell on earth