mind

my mind is closed my mind is sad I feel like I am dreaming and I can't wake up I want to be happy but I am not I have to amazing little angel 3 and 4 I love them very much but anything seems to rot in my mind I get blamed for anything I never leave the house I have no one to talk to other than my mom who lives 12 hours away my mind has a lot of thoughts I can't get out I have no paper to write them down I cry myself to sleep every night amd wish I had a better life but I know that the only the thing I would not change is my girls cause my mind the are my everything