Milliseconds of bliss

Following something unknown Seems to be deemed Reaping the desires that be Unable to control At times of insanity Is this me? So stuck within this list My heart is drained Hard within my heart Wanting nothing but destruction Maniac running on the brim  Up down all around Start again Repeat Is this right? Perhaps not So I write To lead a bad desire To a state of serenity My heart bleeds but truly needs That light that's needed The flickering within the darkness Let this be Something perhaps of bliss Used but a millisecond What a feeling indeed Destined for me Blessed for but a second Clarity near and dear To ride out the storm To tame the beast inside Seeing things through Let there be peace of mind in time Such one can only hope That is the key for me