Millions Of Thoughts

Is it this hard, To become a writer? I was sitting down with My pen and paper Just me, And my self In my quite, And cool room Processing, and Tryna arrange The Millions Of houghts In my head that has been Waxing and Raging in me How, and Where? Shall I start? thinking Kinda thinking, Imma effort To put those Millions of thought That has been waxing In me, into words As an expression And or description It is but really hard To convert these Thoughts into words M. Anas