Militia Ethridge

A post I commented on my self help site about not commenting on Trump on his site. Thanks to SadhGuru, I've progressed in my not being so reactive. On this post no reactions! A first. Yea me! When I see something so wrong on my ego driven visceral that I feel my temp rise activating or is it entertaining ! Is it really just my addiction to drama? Yes, awfully, I admit. Or hater-taining. To borrow, "let go my ego" I'm right so I write on Auto pilot. I do it for likes and hopefully loves, if I'm honest. But I've said out loud, I have a duty to Write the Wrongs. With a joke, or a poem, or show my tears? Or my fears? Or my largess in cosmic specks, Or fake a lie as if I'm them. Confused with Grandure is my why I sought help, why I suffered my self, in my first place! the greatest truth this Devine called me out to. The mystic called me out on so much. So many conditioned miss uses of my very sharp intellect, with little emotional maturity, who knew. Nor use of the larger intelligence, with consciousness at its source. A wiser backup, yet now a wee shy, my first day in a new school. Foolish. It feels so. My child lives in side. Ahh we agree! He's on his time, so I still at times am my