m.i.h.t.m.

I put my heart and soul into my work And I have lost my mind in the process I often think that the night is more alive and more richly coloured than day What am I in the eyes of most people A non entity an eccentric or an unpleasant person Somebody who has no position in society And will never have In short the lowest of the low Alright then,even if that were absolutely true Then I should one day to show by my hard work what such an eccentric such a nobody has in his heart That is my ambition based less on resentment than love In spite of everything based more on a feeling of serenity than on passion Though I am often in depths of misery there is still calmness Pure harmony and music inside me I see paintings and drawings in the poorest cottages In the dirtiest corners and my mind is driven towards these things in an irresistible momentum