Midnight boy 1/2

This night, I'm ready for a dive, Knowing the rain enjoys my sorrow. The colorful city is as bright as ever Or is it? My eyes are all blurry I need some sleep, It's overwhelming... See, I'm here! I'm standing! Life is short and the world is terrible, Nobody even here to watch me die. Somebody screaming, This world is spinning faster! Is it hot in here, but my hand feels cold? Wait, already? I don't know! Sirens getting louder, Time is ticking, that's enough! Hesitation Seems familiar That silhouette Single touch and all your thoughts gone As pure as a dove falling from the sky The saint's words can be comforting As long as you can escape as quick Saw you there, the rooftop, Just standing, seeing right through me. Those lifeless eyes, unlike mine, Were dry, why are you here? Pierced right through my heart Racing thoughts, burning fears All melted away with just a sigh, Right after I collapsed.