Messi thoughts

what if no one really like me what if everyone is just acting to be nice what if everyone thinks I'm ugly what if I die single what if I die while taking bath and lying on floor naked and some human discovered me with my pubic hairs should I take these stupid ideas that wandering around my Messy mind but i don't want to take my love one and friends into my darkness which is turning darker over the years what if I'm the only remaining unsuccessful among my friends and many more, thoughts that are slowly and steadily swallowing my brain with my blurry vision and thought am i the only one who is struggling on this beautiful earth 🌎