Messed up thoughts

Every nigth I lie in bed million of thoughts runs in my head Wodering if I can still survive, because this thoughts might devour me alive Everytime I close my eyes, emptiness began to swallow me from inside Making my heart feel soo tight, like falling in an endless nigth I just wanted to vanished like a bubble, for just a moment I just wanted to rest A rest from this tiring life, that keeps wounding me like a knife Shall I end this life of mine?, I wondered from time to time If my soul finally reside, maybe then I can finally rest to the other side - nyx