Mentally

mentally I'm not in the right head space telling myself I don't want live anymore. how can you be a husband when you refuse to lead and provide and have the audacity to think I wanna get back with you... that's definitely not happening you steal my energy my joy my peace and happiness. how can someone just sit there and watch there wife struggle with everything how can a husband put all the stress and pressure on his wife. you don't wanna work or do anything but just piggy back and live off of me or could it be that you been using, manipulating, and gaslighting me this whole time. I'm tired mentally.