Mental Sickness

Frustrated! Can't hear myself think! Got my feeling on the brink... Brink of exploding. I'm about to unload. All my thoughts and all my fears is all that I know. . Unable to let anything in, I can't process another word that I hear. And usually it's no big deal. But it feels different this time. I'll be changing up quicker than the drop of the dime. Ask me how I am an hour later, I'll tell you fine. But I'm not ok. Sometimes I have so much to say or i just need to be listened to, till I've got nothing else to say. I need to get it all out. Plant my feet so I can yell and shout. It's like being under this bondage spell. This thing just won't let go. Inside of me, I already know. Gotta get right for myself. I need to realize there's nothing wrong with needing a little help. And I know people can change. Yes it's true! Theirs only one Person that can lead you threw. Jesus! In everyone's life they need a tried and trued. In your life who is your Who? That one steady solid that's always their. The one who forgives you day after day. The one that's helped you find your way. That one solid Rock come what may..