Mental Distress

I was drowning yet, water's missing "Maybe I'm overreacting" am I really? I'm tired of asking I wish I was numb, I wish I wasn't dumb, So I could stop hurting when there's no bleeding really, I want to stop overthinking "Try talking" they say How can I talk? If they're no better than a rock? If they're as inconsistent as clay? Besides, It'll be over by the day It's definitely not Depression that isn't in my word collection Looking pitiful is not my intention Nor do I seek for attention my mind is just stressed, It's Mental Distress