Memory

My mind won't let me forgive my past. It keeps taking me to my past. It is like I'm living the past over again. The pain in my past won't let me forgive. Trying to break free from it all. But I keep falling back into those dark days. I live my life like a victim. Now I am trying to live like a Survivor. But the memories won't let me move forward. So trying to push this feeling aside. That had to be a breakthrough. I won't live in the past. Trying to see my future. But my eyes won't let me see that far. I took one step forward. But my past just keeps pushing me. But I won't stop fighting. They are more important to me than my past. Like my happiness and my future. With hope and faith by side. I will push through all these feelings. I will find my straight to move forward. Because my life belongs to me. I won't let my past control me any longer. Even if I have to stand alone and fight. Because there is a world for me.