Memories

I have so many memories. Some are good and some are bad. Some gave me nightmares and some gave me dreams. Every day is a gamble. Trying to make great memories. With each passing day, I count my blessed. That one day I will be where I need to be. I just have to stay on course. Take one memory as time. Pass drew all those nightmares. So my night will be full of dreams. Because I have to stay focused. Can't let natively take me down. It is a battle going on within myself. Some are small and some are big. But most of all I have to look further. There where I will find my happy place. Every part of my life is a challenge. What keeps me for loses myself? It may be a guardian angel watching over me. Trying to stay positive within myself. I took a couple of small steps. Without falling out. I won't be trapped by my past. That was the nightmare started. Now I am living in the present. Things are complicated. It is like living in two worlds. Many roads in one direction. Hope that I will find the right path in life. So I can make more great memory. The nightmare will stop. Because life is too short to worry about yesterday. Today is a new day to make better choices in life. I won't let my nightmare take my future away. I