medication

Numb, angry, unknown Are you working? Which one of you is here today. Which one is helping Are any of you? It's confusing, I take these meds everyday and yet I almost always reflect the same. I feel the same. It's been so long I have been medicated how can I be sure there is a problem under it all. Is it my head telling me lies, Like the addict in me telling me to drink, If I stop taking them the fall could be to Far to handle, Just like I learned If I take that drink the next chapter Is unbearable, The similarities my mind convinces me of Are truly remarkable, To believe things you know to be untrue.