meaning? or drifting?

What's the meaning of life? were all looking for the same knife were all living the same life sad, depressed,no meaning in your darkest time what keeps you here today? think for a minute this world couldn't be anymore messed up there's murders,drugs,vapes, alcohol, suicide, racism so why are we still here? how are you still alive? What's kept you going all this time? because whatever it is I hope it's become apart of you and will always keep you going through the rough times