ME OR HIM?

Me or him? Me whose hand danced with a quill Ink as our roads, papers being stairs Lyrics leading us to the top of a hill Where awaits the answers to our prayers Or him who once put you in a middle Of a deep pacific flooding your chin Now, like a torch that got rekindled Trying to ablaze the masterpiece I've written Me who ironed your creased and wrinkled heart Crumpled by the past where his name's stamped Or him who's placing our present to the dark Killing our future like extinguishing a lamp Me who visioned diamonds on your finger Our surnames to play the same note Or him who's putting a period on our forever Now's dragging you out of my boat Me who desires stable roofs and baby cribs Whose heart's got impaled by cupid Or him, a sly intruder entering our relationship And you answered without a word, you cheated Me or him? Forever or ending? Love or sin? Temptation or everlasting? Oh, honey, please, don't answer As you held our three years like a stone Which you threw to a raging river Now, I'm submerged all alone It's as clear as your deception and lies Together plays a mourning rhythm Erasing my love, replacing it with cries It's not "me" anymore; you chose "him"