Me, Nowadays

I feel tired, My eyes are sore from crying I can't do anything about it They just keep on falling The day goes by I laugh and smile, But at night it all just comes out, Even if I try to stop it I'm sorry for making everything seem okay, I'm sorry I'm not worth listening to I'm sorry for being myself and I'm sorry for being jealous too Life is hard like that, But I have to keep trying me best I need to keep going, So I can make it through these times Hopefully, at the end I can be my normal self again And reach my goal, happily.