me i and alone forever

you know you couldn't save me for me; for you kept telling me I'll never be; you know I gave you my heart; even though drifted apart; you know I still care yeah I still care; when will you come numb this pain I bare; you know you left me for my best friend; but you know I'll be here till the very end; do you know this this pain; while flows deep in my veins; do you know what it's like being already dead; for I can't ever get you out of my head; you know I'm still hanging on to lost love; for your god isn't waiting for me above; have you ever seen a wolf in a flock of sheep; and asked him why he's so depressed so deep; have you ever prayed to a god then turned to the moon; then as they never answered left so soon; I don't care no more I have too much depression; because my mind is just a big imperfection; you may forever know me as the devil; at least we're on our own level; I've never truly been afraid a of the blade; I don't really wanna ever fade;