ME AGAIN

Ever felt like your heart's been clenched  And it aches so bad your tears wanna run down you cheeks  But you have built a dam thats cracking but still keeps it in  Thats what I long for... For I dont feel it anymore but I know it still hurts  Yes it does not hurt like it anymore cuz i only know it  To feel it is human  Its freedom  Its being alive And am walking a life lifeless  I picture of times where my love would be in shackles   felt like my lifes light is meeting the dusk; i would feel it  Now when the sun sets i am a spectator, distant Maybe one day i will find you again and cry not because of pain but bcuz i am me again