Me

As I sit here its difficult to comprehend being selfish or giving myself " Self Love" Maybe..its time Time to JUST BE to JUST BE..if but for a minute Let me take stock for a minute and see.. After many months Im finally free..Free from a " dead " marriage Im involved with a wonderful Man Its been now 12, lovely months of " Just being US".. The difficult part... is the distance that we are apart...long distance Love We love each other We have had many an obstacle in our way..in our way..preventing Our Arms..Our Hands..Our Bodies to Finally touch.. He is So busy.in HIS world..that sometimes..I feel.insecure.. Does he still love me? It brings many a tear to my eye.. I love him I miss him I need him I am.to " come home " to him in December ..how do I get through these remaining months here Alone? I love the Way he loves me I just wish sometimes that he had more time for me..that I matter. I also have happy tears..because.. this is the happiest that I have ever been.. Stand tall I must Stand tall for me Peehaps. I need to love me to love him. JUST BE JUST BREATHE If but..for a minute JUST to be the Island girl that I am.meant to be.