me ÷ 0

I was in 3rd grade when my teacher taught us the consent of dividing by zero. anything divided by nothing is nothing itself. yet I divide myself into all of these pieces 1 by 1 until I am nothing, I am zero in an equation, I tried everything to solve, a paper trail in the little hands of an 8 year old me. a never ending definition of empty space for all of eternity. I spent all day diving into my notebook filled with numbers little me failed to remember untill my mind was fuzzy and my hands felt cold just to realize I had divide myself by 0 again, im nothing again, my brain still tries to comprehend this cosept even today I'm fight the war inside my brain to understand why I'm nothing but a number trapped within the vast space and time.