maybe in the next lifetime

you know l tried yes it was hard l know you know but l am sorry lcant do it anymore the more l try the more l hurt my soul lm fighting hard to survive to live a live not destined to be mine you told me to smile but it only reflects the pain in my eyes you said this pain was easy to get over but...do you know how it feels ? to have such pain you can't see one that burns you from within one with no medication to ease l can't hold on anymore it's too tiring for me now maybe in the next lifetime l shall live the life you wish for me