Maybe

Maybe I'm healing. Or maybe I'm not. Maybe this silence is all I have got. Maybe I'll break Or maybe I'll bend. Maybe this ache has no start or no end. Maybe I'm fine Or maybe I'm not. Maybe I hide more than I thought. Maybe I'll rest Or maybe I'll fight. Maybe I'm wrong And maybe that's right. Maybe the dark Isn’t my cage. Maybe it holds my buried rage. Maybe the ache won't fully leave. Maybe I'll still choose to breathe. Maybe I'll lose this loathing race. Maybe I'm more than just a face. Maybe I'll love. Maybe I'll heal. Maybe I'll rise. Maybe I'll feel. The joys and wonders of this life Maybe I do want to survive.