Mature Up

[AN: words said indirectly to me] "Mature up" is what they said too, every word in my head. I answer myself and say "okay" knowing that it's just a simple waver to not be in dismay. Now crying and not enjoying what's right. while you have to stay and clean the house. are locked".. Growing up, it repeats, tired of it, what to believe? Repeating the words over and over, every year you just won't go over Look at you 13 year old child? Look at your siblings playing around "Mature up" is what they say when you just play on the ground rolling around, being dumb found, while nothing is bound. Bound to be right, the freedom is gone, chains "Mature up" they say while you cry and finally say, how mature do I have to be? Am I not enough for my family? I'm young. I want to learn how to be happy and not just yearn. I want to be free.