Massage from the Dead

I wish in life we had second chances. I wish I could go back and erase all bad things I've done. I should have lived my life as me and not somebody else. I should have appreciate what God gave to me, Instead of complaining of what the others have. Instead of comparing what the others do not have. I wish I never cared for those who don't care. I wish I should have bought my enemies closer than to dig a hole full of laver. I wish I knew when was it going to be my last breath. I swear I would have done good on my last day. I swear I would have given you a perfect goodbye. I swear, I would have died in piece. But now I'm separated from my body. My soul has gone back too its owner, but my body has been left on a suffocating place, being punished for its deeds where is my hear? It also need to be punished! I regret the bad things i did because I now see the true meaning of life.