masochist cycles

Hit me, please just fucking hit me Im begging you I need to feel something outside of myself I need to be numb I promise to be a good this time To not question you To release the boundaries that harmed you Make me scream your name I don't deserve happiness Hold me, just one last time Lie to me, tell me you're mine Make it stop, please just make it fucking stop Inability to breathe without you To think without you To love without you Fucking insanity of addiction The life of the lost