mask

i've been struggling with my identity i forgot which mask did i have on. fuck which one did i have on too speak with this person was i cheerful with them was i monotone with them what personality did they like i put so many mask on with the fear of not wanting to be alone that i don't know who the hell i am or what version of me was real oh no this is fucking me up ..... when did i stop wearing a mask or did i even stop im stuck and i can't take it off